he always tells me to take care of myself everytime we leave. we even refused to say goodbye to each other and changed it to see you soon. few weeks before it happened I wrote him a letter: “I'm genuinely super grateful for you, I tbh don't know how life will be w/o u l'm not just saying it to say it and be cringe but while I'm studying I was just thinking and my heart dropped I feel like it'd be so sad and feels so lonely, I believe that God made everyone to end up w pair, never understood how